But it's only blood from broken hearts that writes the words to every song

I really do hope you do snap out of it.
I'm annoying. cause i care.

I don't do this to make you mad. to annoy you. to make you hate me.

you can only do and hate so much.
people love you. People hate me.

You feel pain. I feel pain.
You feel happy. I feel happy.

IT WILL FOREVER BE LIKE THAT.

call me crazy, call me what you'd think is right.

im inlove. im crazy. im annoying. im pathetic. YOU name it.

i never gave up. i never will give up.
I write a letter to pay my respects. to let you know i am here for you. my family is here for you....just to know the letter is worst than garbage to you.


speaking to your father was a heart dropper.
for some odd reason i still tried to cover my tattoos.
as if it mattered.

everything seems so delicate right now. the wrong actions, the wrongs word will break it all. its so fucking scary.

i want to be there for you. i want to help you. when your in need of help. with everything, even the smallest of problems.
And even though this is not about us and will never be about us anymore, I love you. and i need you. You don't feel the same way you made it clear to me, but i'll stand my ground and maybe you'll hear what i've been saying. I know I'm young and naive and this is the stupidest thing but the most honest feeling ive ever said or felt, I rather spend the rest of my life with you than any other broad. I have no desire. for anyone. no matter how beautiful from inside and out. If life doesn't let me have my way i rather be alone.


after tomorrow ill let life take its flow, see where it takes me.

Heres your chance, your proof. to stand by your word, IM PATHETIC.


a tear hasn't been shed like this in a while.

Glad to know im still human.