strange

haha,

the bidnesss

i wont care about myself til a year or two. til then im gonna bum it and try to look as ugly as possible (not that hard) .and do alot of drugs. then someday i will care about my appearance and health. ill fix myself up and date an actress or maybe even model. suck the fame outta her and leave her. and remain single til the day i die. party it up, play people. its what i do, yea yea yea i suck. maybe i can get someone to have my kids someday? i wonder who? damn id feel pretty sorry for her, whoever she is gonna be. then i will die of a drug overdose. hopefully at the age of 27, cmon what a better age?!!? and if i dont die. well then if i dont die? ill get back at you with this one..but remember this. i have the next 7 years of my life all figured out, i dont think ive ever failed at anything i wanted to do or wanted. holy shit i am way in over my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In my dream i was a werewolf

For my friend.

i left myself go along time ago

I think i drink to much


http://rockndrop.tumblr.com/post/255349253



http://rockndrop.tumblr.com/post/255352574

3 days

couldn't take it. cast is off. call me an idiot. but u can't do shit with a cast.

"Who is this singing?"

Edith piaf.

"What is she so upset about?"


Her lover left her, and she still sees his face everywhere...

Time machines.

Lolz question of the night,


Apple shift 4, sorry i get carried away. my nigga odie is the business!!!

( :

So i was having the longest talk with the nurse fixing my cast, we were talking about marriage and love, are we really gonna find the perfect other for us? Billions of people in this world and we have to settle with one? The one you first love wont be the one and only and the last you'll ever love, well thats when death comes.

downtown

the xx lastnight

beats getting chased by cops

care

i didn't think this would hit me this hard. Just the fact that someone i truely love is such a monster towards me, but truth is i'm the one to blame for that, gotta live with it and move on, i swear to fucking god i need help. im slowly rotting my brain and body :[. i dont like it. why am i so unhappy



http://rockndrop.tumblr.com/post/252865432

NEVER

fight with a broken hand, hello cast, bunk bunk bunk! its my good hand too :l


...well atleast now i have a reason to be addicted to painkillers

Just me and my girlfriend

me and my girlfriend..all i need in this life. me and my girlfriend me and my girlfriend
girlfriend
me and my girlfriend
.

at a bar for chicos dvs shoe release, Free tecates all night, i better hurry before the beers gone, oh WAIT. free tecates all night
:]

je t'aime encore.

Well its been a long long time since i've seen you smile

Beirut - Nantes from ohuntitledworld on Vimeo.

The Laurel Collective from Black Cab Sessions on Vimeo.

$150

Turns out i have a broken hand

but thats not the problem. I took to long to get it checked,it already started healing. so i guess ill have a retarded hand for the rest of my life. Or they gave me another option, they can rebreak my hand and put a cast on it.

tough one?

retarded hand, or rebreak hand and have tremendous amount of pain...?!?!



Roman polanskis life sucks, his woman got murdered by Charles Manson and now hes finally in jail for having sexual intercourse with a 13 year old. I guess fleeing the country wasn't such a smart idea after all..eh well maybe it was, he got away with it hes almost dead anyways.

4 tickets

to the conan obrian show. so stoked. the mans a genius.
Survival Kit:


Citalopram= an antidepressant drug used to treat major depression associated with mood disorders. It is also used on occasion in the treatment of body dysmorphic disorder and anxiety.

Chimichangas= a deep-fried burrito

Beer= is the world's oldest and most widely consumed[2] alcoholic beverage

Tea de manzanilla= SAYS IT ALL.

buglers= Smooth sailin baby.

Pocket Knife= self defense only


Jadey from edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros=


see you in december.


Goodnight
big day tommorow.
But first, canyons and brew. meteor shower

WHY?

Now this just ticks me off, why?! why why? i miss my peacoat. and the one who stole it. I love my teeth. :]

This foo is hard.

A goner

Its time grow up. time to move on.
This is done with.
Nothing to read ever again, move along.
No one talk about me. its all lies. your all lies. U guys dont know me. she doesnt know me. no one does.
No one ever will. You can have my past. its time to move on and look into the future.


i mean this.
goodbye.

Drug and alcohol abuse.

This is getting out of control

But it's only blood from broken hearts that writes the words to every song

I really do hope you do snap out of it.
I'm annoying. cause i care.

I don't do this to make you mad. to annoy you. to make you hate me.

you can only do and hate so much.
people love you. People hate me.

You feel pain. I feel pain.
You feel happy. I feel happy.

IT WILL FOREVER BE LIKE THAT.

call me crazy, call me what you'd think is right.

im inlove. im crazy. im annoying. im pathetic. YOU name it.

i never gave up. i never will give up.
I write a letter to pay my respects. to let you know i am here for you. my family is here for you....just to know the letter is worst than garbage to you.


speaking to your father was a heart dropper.
for some odd reason i still tried to cover my tattoos.
as if it mattered.

everything seems so delicate right now. the wrong actions, the wrongs word will break it all. its so fucking scary.

i want to be there for you. i want to help you. when your in need of help. with everything, even the smallest of problems.
And even though this is not about us and will never be about us anymore, I love you. and i need you. You don't feel the same way you made it clear to me, but i'll stand my ground and maybe you'll hear what i've been saying. I know I'm young and naive and this is the stupidest thing but the most honest feeling ive ever said or felt, I rather spend the rest of my life with you than any other broad. I have no desire. for anyone. no matter how beautiful from inside and out. If life doesn't let me have my way i rather be alone.


after tomorrow ill let life take its flow, see where it takes me.

Heres your chance, your proof. to stand by your word, IM PATHETIC.


a tear hasn't been shed like this in a while.

Glad to know im still human.

See you soon. cant wait to see my aunts, uncles and cousins. the big apple ayy!?


Court tommmorow. WISH ME LUCK!!!

Tonights beer

WORLDS BIGGEST RIP OFF.

Although it's difficult today to see beyond the sorrow....
May looking back in memory help comfort you tomorrow.


Im sorry.